Just pure ranting
Alrighty, im back blogging. Reason for not doing so in the past few months was due to laziness, being busy, and many many more reasons which shows how insignificant blogging is to me. But im back here cos i have some time to spare while waiting to attend a meeting at Loyang Primary later~ Am blogging in starbucks now.
I have quite a few encounters today, first a caucasian lady, asking me whether is the Ayam Pangang at PS Kopitiam food court nice, and when i told her since she is here in Singapore, might as well just try it. I even helped her to order because she kinda felt that some Asian tend to 2 face and give lesser to caucasians like her. I wonder what made her think that way, but it sure says that Singapore’s customer isnt top notch yet and has many more to improve. Second, is a lady asking where i got my laptop bag, which i got from fabrix. No wonder i kinda felt that this lady is ogling on something, but i just did not know what is it.
That aside, my sister just got a pup. A new member to the family! Haven got the chance to see, am going to her place this sat to see how is he. Cos seriously im worried that my sis and bro-in-law haven got the time to really take of him, their out since morning till night, the poor pup would be either bored or scared at home. =\
Oh well, nothing much to blog about, cos im not the type that goes around and blog my daily life, cos seriously, i find that kinda dumb LOL. Its like “i went to eat PS, the chicken was dope, damn nice can” NO way am i going to do that now. I have better things to do rather then going at my daily routine, although up till now i haven read any blog that goes something like “wah today i shit until i nearly dry up” or “i puke like theres no tomolo” LOL… And and and, nowadays kids have the “toodles” which means good bye or cya or caoz. Toodles does not come under the dictionary and it used in bimbo shows or shows like high school musical where all the people use it in a bimbo fashion. Is the Singapore kids turning in the bimbos? If it doesnt stop soon then i think a pandemic is inevitable. =D
Utter Disappointment
Im a little moody now.. I shall not say the reason why but i feel disappointment, and it seemed to me like, i am the bad guy.
I do admit i am a lil in sensitive at times, but i do know that i am considered very sensitive if i compare to any average man. I have changed and it comes with time, age, change of environment, maturity, and priorities in life. I really do not see that i have done anything wrong for who i am now. Seriously, im really getting tired of this. I cant possibly put attention to something for sooooooo long, but yet, nothing seems to sink in and change. I’ve done VERY much as a friend, and i feel that there is only THAT much i can do as a friend. Its like pushing a wall that does not move. You feel that you are disappointed, take a step back and see how i feel.
This post is a very ‘I’ Message kind of thing, but i just cant help it. But oh well. If this continues on, all i can say is, you are gonna drive me away with your own hands.
An idol wannabe?
Is it just me, or mariah carey is like the idol for wannabes. Seems like theres plenty of different wannabe versions of her music. Like Ken Lee is one, and now a korean guy singing! OMFG! Really can laugh until u peng can. Enjoy the clip yo =D
And theres one part that he sang something that sound like this “touch my body, do like my cock, come on and give me what i deserve”
WTF?!?!?!?!
And this is most prob the ultimate! =D
Wheeee~
Here i am blogging wif ma new toy! The MacBook! After months of thinking and calculating, finally i got it! The deal’s not too bad, but only sad portion is that it did not include an upgrade ram, that would have been much much more helpful. Oh wellz… Finally now i can do my stuffs on the go but i still have problems getting used to logic pro. Need more time to explore explore~ Haa~ This week and next week is crunch time man! Freakin packed with stuffs~ Argh~
Caoz =)
Choices…
Watched a movie in HBO yesterday night. Titled Life Support, a story inspiried by a black HIV positive woman in US named Ana (as in the film), who goes around with luggage bag of condoms and going around to pass to people to encourage safe sex and educating people about HIV. It shows how a human spirit can really do wonders, for when you faced with an incurable sickness, do you fight for your and live it to the fullest or you will just wait for time to come and take it as a death sentance.
This woman shown in the film crippled as the virus has invaded her left leg and its causing numbness and pain, which kinda remind me of my mom when she was going thru chemotherapy. So last night was kinda emotional from me, looking how the lady in the film, walking from place to place just to fulfill her promise to her daugther. Like mom, there were times that she insist that she goes to the treatment even when she knows her legs are quite numb, cos she felt that she will be a burden to the family if everytime we have to accompany to the hospital. It was only when she started to lose strength on her legs that she spilled out that she was a burden to the family. Thinking of it still brings back sad memories. How time has passed so fast and i am still very much miss her. So yup, life does have its choices even at times when you feel cornered, even Helen Keller, the lady who was a blind, mute, and deaf when she was 2. Was still able to live a life full of knowledge and positivity and bringing hope to people all around.
I very much like this quote by sensei about art. Here goes:
“Life is painful. It has thorns, like the stem of a rose. Culture and art are the roses that bloom on the stem. The flower is yourself, your humanity. Art is the liberation of the humanity inside yourself.”
