Days passing by as a civilian…

Being an ORD-ed person seems a little different. Now you have all the free time, all the time to do all the things you wanna do. Working in LTC for the pass 1yr 6mths has passed like a blink of an eye. People always say this eh, ‘time will pass very fast one, you’ll find one year to pass you by just like that.”

But when you’re experience time passing by, it can be excruciatingly painful. Starting to miss the peeps at LTC. Funny huh, most of the time, NSFs like myself, would love to ORD and f*** off from the place and start to enjoy my days as a civilian. But i seem to be missing those times i had. Hmmm, being a little emo now. Must be because im listening to Kiki Ebsen’s songs now. Its love songs, so it creates the emo feel =P

 Got to listen the songs while im in JK’s car, love it. Soulful vocals with jazz music. Love it! Went to buy it only at gramophone (exclusive disc from gramophone only!) Go check it out if ya like soul music with the added jazz spice~

 Oh btw, i dyed my hair on the day i ORD-ed which is last friday! 2 years of black hair is enough for me. Now i want to play with my hair again, but this time, will try different stuffs! I bought the bleach and the hair dye (Crystal Ash) for only 14 bucks! Watson having some sale going on, so most of the stuffs are at least 30-50% off! My lucky day! Bleached and coloured my hair! But the colour did not come as crystal ash, came out looking more like Copper Ash. But im ok with the colour looks quite cool and bright! haha… But now my hair chui already, dry as grass right now due to bleaching and hair dye-ing at one go. Gonna take weeks of intense conditioning before my hair softens up.

 Went back to take my IC on monday. 2 years of service and finally i get to see my pink IC. Still can remember how i gave my IC to the clerks when i entered BMT, what a sian feeling! But now finally got it back. You kinda feel happy to see it. Nostalgic feeling? haha. And have to paste the sticker showing that im a NSmen now. Sound old la, NS-MEN! Slacked around in LTC, helped JK out a little bit, even though im not supposed to work. But oh well, i’m someone that just cant sit around. I need to do something!

 Had piss up at LTC again on wed. Went into base without much hassle, had lunch with JK and rest of the FLC peeps at taman jurong. Seems like JK is alittle stressed up from being the only controller. Everytime he calls me for help he sounds obviously sian on the phone. Theres a sudden increase in workload due to the audits and all the those new rules coming in. And hes not really familiar with how things work area and procedures etc, but yet being thrown to a situation where you dun really know whats going on, and you try to figure things out on your own. I myself hate to be in that situationa and been in one before. Know that it sucks to the only controller. Everyone will keep on calling ya name to do this and that. And you have no time to rest at all. Haiz, hopefully goes well for him, though i believe he can work around things in one way or another. =) 

And lastly, go watch ”i now pronouce you chuck and larry” Its funny as hell. Watched with frank today. Bloody funny and a good time to watch from the start to the end. Well i kinda agree how the movie shows the discremination on homosexual people. This is happening to our current society as well, where homosexuals are still dispised. They are after all human, same as you and me, but their sexual perference are just a little different, yes it is against the cause of nature, but then again, we need to treat as equal, yes.

 But then again, it will forever be a problem, a problem that will be in an endless cycle, cause it is human to have such feelings. It only takes one person to start the chain of events of such feelings to out burst and cause a chain reaction, just like how a droplet drops into a pool of water creating waves.

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